Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
my life has been slightly more happening lately. been going down to bbdc for driving lessons almost everyday. and everytime i go there i see a familiar face! like alice, chaorong and amandie! one driving lesson can take up half a day including the travelling time, the next half day can be taken up by cooking/ meeting up with friends/playing sims/ watching videos. haha maybe i don't need a job afterall. i'll be a full time driving student! hopefully can get my licence soon!
on thurs night i went to queenstown (some charity/counselling center) to give tuition to sec 4 girl. i guess she's there cos of some family issues which i'm not sure abt yet. my 'job'(not paid of course) is to give her tuition in english and math and to get to know her better and somehow influence her? so during my first lesson, she took out this piece of paper that stated her holiday homework. it was sooooo long omg i really doubt i can finish that if i were in sec 4. it would require one to do at least 1 exercise per day for the whole hol and i dont think she was ready for such commitment. i rmb hating math like crazy in the past. but i guess the difference is having the motivation to try and entirely giving up. her ambition is to be an air stewardess. and i can totally understand her frustration in trying to do math problems like finding root of 2025 using prime factorisation. i mean, just use a calculator for heaven's sake! plus i would say she would make a really good air stewardess. haha but lets not undermine the purpose of education. i think she's a really intelligent girl, just that she has absolutely no interest in what she's studying at all . which as i mentioned, really understandable. the problem is, i'm not exactly the best person to be giving math tuition to a sec 4 girl. pri 4 maybe, but not sec 4. but somehow, something tugs at my heart and i do feel the need to help her improve a little, to at least gain some confidence that she can achieve something if she really puts her heart in it. it does suck trying and always failing and then believing you will never be anything good. so i'm going to popular this weekend to pick up the sec 4 textbook and complete all the exercises before i see her each week. haha my math is going to become v zai! (: had seniors' camp for hss yesterday! which wasn't too bad actually, considering how much i hate camps. but it was considerably fun since i had nina, shuwei, andy and charlene arnd with me. was quite slack too cos we could escape from stuff we didn't wanna do (like pool games). fright night preparation was quite fun too! and i made a few friends from the senior batch like jackson and kai who kept making us laugh like mad and feeding us with tiger beer the whole time. i realised being a ghost on fright night is uber boring! luckily i had charlene with me to gossip while waiting for the groups to appear at our station. but it was damn amusing to suddenly creep up on the group when they didn't notice and make them jump HAHA. i was totally laughing behind my red veil man. i really seem to think that ppl from hss are quite like-minded and it feels good to be able to talk to ppl i don't know and find that we can click. why was it so difficult to make friends in hall? is there really a disproportionately large no. of weird ppl in my hall? or is it just me. hmm. i realise some thoughts always manage to slip into my mind all the time when they're not supposed to. 我为你找了一百个理由我就是那么傻.
