key to my heart <3

2010-03-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

what do you do
when you're feeling emo
when you cant seem to get anything right
when you dont seem to have anyone you can talk to
when you feel so alone..

self pity. gross.

happiness is contagious!

2008-12-07T08:52:00.000-08:00

life without color is boring. everyone shld incorporate as many colors into their own little worlds, and the world would be a much brighter and cheerier place to live in! x)
she's my new idol http://colormekatie.blogspot.com/ check out her blog! its amazing how happiness can be so infectious. happiness has a 44% chance of spreading to ppl within 0.8k of you, and 22% of spreading of ppl within 8k of you. so, assuming this stats that i saw on news just now is reliable, and that means without bias, and comparable (look what accounting has taught me!) this saying maybe right after all..

smile, and the world will smile with you (:

the wheels on the bus go round and round

2008-08-03T10:33:00.000-07:00

dont ask me why the sudden urge to blog cos i've NO CLUE AT ALL what i'm doing here at 1.30am with impending monday blues the moment i open my eyes.

HAHA. can just imagine the english teacher going TSKTSK, at my poor sentence structure above. a mightly long sentence with no commas, what say you. i say, I LIKE! xD NEH MIND NEH MIND, DU LAN DU LAN, BO CHAP BO CHAP!

just came back from FOC, with all the fun cheers still stuck in my head(: -as can be seen from above- can't bliff that these 3 months of hols have just flown past so quickly, but if there's one thing to say, i def enjoyed it loads :D

work; i've nvr imagined it cld be so funn, well maybe a big part of it was cos of YOU. but i loved my colleagues, loved the org culture, loved how they treat me so well, loved how they gave me work tt taught me stuff tt cld nvr be learnt from books, loved the gossip sessions, loved the muffins/pineapple tarts/cheesecake y'all made and shared w me, :) . thats not saying tt office politics dont exist, but office can be a warm cheery place where ppl care and share too! :D taiwan; loved the food and shopping to bitsbitsbits! hahaha tks to wenhui, joel, and bingyi for being such great company. xiaozhu is really gdlooking in person, the ahzhong meesua, AUTHENTIC paopaocha which puts sweettalk to shame, and the shihlin JI PA, were the best! the shopping frenzy was AWESOME, and holidays are shiok cos you can spend like nobody's business, and you dont feel have to feel guilty at all!

but alas, sch's abt to start and i'm soooo dreading it. gotta snap myself outta holiday mood and get my GPA 5.0 this sem! haha, just kidding (x

and guess what, we're gonna have an assignment released at 9am (thats 7.5h from now) thats due on tues! what kinda life is that man.

gonna sleeep now, i can't find my retainers, HELP!

what a random post.

2008-06-12T20:41:00.001-07:00

Hugh Grant acts as an unemployed, middle-aged adult in the movie 'About a boy'. In the show, he defines life, or a day, as made out of 'units of time'. One unit of time is thirty minutes and thus, one day is made up of 48 units of time. Such a definition helps people who have absolutely no job, no commitments, and simply looking for ANY actitivities to fill up their 'units of time'. Which applies to me currently.
Of course, sleeping helps a great deal as it takes up a whole eighteen units! Which leaves thirty units for each day. Lets see how I settled this thirty units yesterday:

11am-12pm: wake up at becky's place, bum around and play with hamsters (2 units)
12pm-1pm: walk to clementi market, buy lunch and eat (2 units)
1pm-2pm: logs in online and sees the link huiwen left on msn for me, thus proceeds to shop online (2 units)
2pm-3pm: help becky do Pri 6 math problems for her tuition kid. (2 units)
3pm-4pm: travel to BBDC (2 units)
4pm-6pm: Driving (4 units)
6pm-7.30pm: Buy dinner and squeeze with rush hour on public transport which proves to be a torture. (3 units)
7.30-8.30pm: Eat dinner while watching hk drama (2 units)
8.30-10.30pm: Chat on MSN and settle ibanking procedures (4 units)
10.30pm-12am: Play The Sims (3 units)
12am-1am: Toss in bed and count sheep until i fall asleep (2 units)

It strikes me that although I am unemployed, there's never a time where I: do nothing and stare blankly at the wall (5 units). Somehow, i've managed to squeeze in activity after activity to fill up my units of time. Like how I can log in: type meaningless post in huiwen's blog (1 unit), for today.
Counting down, 3 more days to Perth!

tree hugger!

2008-06-05T09:03:00.000-07:00

The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
The tree said, "I wish I could be
A different kind of tree,
The cat wished that it was a bee,
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky,
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea.

And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.
And in the sea there is a fish,
A fish that has a secret wish,
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it.

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert.
And the desert,
So dry and lonely,
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort.

And the rattlesnake said,
"I wish I had hands so
I could hug you like a man."
And then the cactus said,
"Don't you understand,
My skin is covered with sharp spikes
That'll stab you like a thousand knives.
A hug would be nice,
But hug my flower with your eyes."

all i want is YOU (:

2008-06-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

2008-05-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

with half a foot and three quarters of a brain into lalaland, i shall nonetheless bravely attempt to blog abt the past few days of my life (: haha now, after that powerful sentence(YESI INSIST), there's only abt one tenth of my brain power remaining O.o hurrs.

sentosa + stayover at jingsheng's house with hc oac on saturday! fun FUN and still MORE FUNN :D time flies when you're with ppl you feel comfortable with, and i rlly miss this bunch of ppl whom are always so spontaneous and funloving! played volleyball, frisbee, tho not for long cos the sun was scorching HOT, and wells, our stamina rlly cmi alr. i nid to exercise! had dinner at marche after tt. ROSTI yumms(:

upon reaching js hse, we set up 2 mahjong tables, one playing money and one playing NO TAI. haha (noobs!) jus kidding! being the uber PRO me, of cos i belonged to the former. hahaha sab and weijie din wanna play money, but guess who lost in the end?! the ppl who wanted to play money, aka chuanwei and me. haha oh wells, whats new! but MAHJONG had nvr felt so fun. i was a happy loser (:

reached home early in the morn, dropped dead on bed w a pissed mum nagging in the bkgrd, and woke up again in the evening, just in time to catch waterfools, one of the highlights of waterfest at boat quay w russell and yawen! haha YAWEN being soo nice, (hahaha did i leave out anyone?) went to chop seats early at harry's so tt we had a front seat view of the river where the performance was gonna be. thkew(: the perf was intriguiing, cos i had no idea how the props cld manoevure (damn i cant spell, heck) themselves on the water, and how the cast cld balanace so well on the tiny platforms! the plot (if there was one) was either too abstract, cos i totally din get the musical at all. ohwells, the fireworks were nice tho! (: ended up watching the f1 race on the teevee at harry's bar. haha cos we were too lazy to move. and omg the race is 78 laps! imagine a 300km/h vehicle zooming ard the track 78 times! a total waste of petrol man, with the rocketing oil prices -.- qt exciting to watch tho, esp those accidents and spins! haha(x

work's been okay(: i feel like i'm doing accounting homework, cos most of my work involves excel wkshts! haha and its amazing how work hasn't repeated itself, so everything's a new challenge to me. am really grateful for nice colleagues i have(: i've endless supply of food tks to them, and i'm always snacking 3/4 of my time working. thats 6hrs omg! F-A-A-T.ughs.had dinner at some nice ambience place at haji lane w ambern tdy, celebrated yawen's and cheryl's bday(:

realised i hvn been spending much time at home, and i've been incurring my mum's wrath more and more often o.o

its time to be a gooood girl (: that i've always been heeeees!

this is rach

2008-05-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

my life has been slightly more happening lately. been going down to bbdc for driving lessons almost everyday. and everytime i go there i see a familiar face! like alice, chaorong and amandie! one driving lesson can take up half a day including the travelling time, the next half day can be taken up by cooking/ meeting up with friends/playing sims/ watching videos. haha maybe i don't need a job afterall. i'll be a full time driving student! hopefully can get my licence soon!

on thurs night i went to queenstown (some charity/counselling center) to give tuition to sec 4 girl. i guess she's there cos of some family issues which i'm not sure abt yet. my 'job'(not paid of course) is to give her tuition in english and math and to get to know her better and somehow influence her? so during my first lesson, she took out this piece of paper that stated her holiday homework. it was sooooo long omg i really doubt i can finish that if i were in sec 4. it would require one to do at least 1 exercise per day for the whole hol and i dont think she was ready for such commitment. i rmb hating math like crazy in the past. but i guess the difference is having the motivation to try and entirely giving up. her ambition is to be an air stewardess. and i can totally understand her frustration in trying to do math problems like finding root of 2025 using prime factorisation. i mean, just use a calculator for heaven's sake! plus i would say she would make a really good air stewardess. haha but lets not undermine the purpose of education. i think she's a really intelligent girl, just that she has absolutely no interest in what she's studying at all . which as i mentioned, really understandable. the problem is, i'm not exactly the best person to be giving math tuition to a sec 4 girl. pri 4 maybe, but not sec 4. but somehow, something tugs at my heart and i do feel the need to help her improve a little, to at least gain some confidence that she can achieve something if she really puts her heart in it. it does suck trying and always failing and then believing you will never be anything good. so i'm going to popular this weekend to pick up the sec 4 textbook and complete all the exercises before i see her each week. haha my math is going to become v zai! (:
had seniors' camp for hss yesterday! which wasn't too bad actually, considering how much i hate camps. but it was considerably fun since i had nina, shuwei, andy and charlene arnd with me. was quite slack too cos we could escape from stuff we didn't wanna do (like pool games). fright night preparation was quite fun too! and i made a few friends from the senior batch like jackson and kai who kept making us laugh like mad and feeding us with tiger beer the whole time. i realised being a ghost on fright night is uber boring! luckily i had charlene with me to gossip while waiting for the groups to appear at our station. but it was damn amusing to suddenly creep up on the group when they didn't notice and make them jump HAHA. i was totally laughing behind my red veil man. i really seem to think that ppl from hss are quite like-minded and it feels good to be able to talk to ppl i don't know and find that we can click. why was it so difficult to make friends in hall? is there really a disproportionately large no. of weird ppl in my hall? or is it just me. hmm.
i realise some thoughts always manage to slip into my mind all the time when they're not supposed to. 我为你找了一百个理由我就是那么傻.

show me how

2008-05-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

some things are better left unsaid
feeling kinda depressed
and i deserve to be shot :(
for having only 2 digits in my account.

how am i gonna survivee.

i'm yours by jason mraz is dam nice (:

finally met up with my long lost friends tdy
YASHU and QIUTING!
had heavenly haagen daz icecream fondue after dinner
twas a pity that the service was lousy
maybe the friday night crowd's to blame
maybe.
and maybe

i shld learn to be more forgiving.

2008-05-22T08:22:00.001-07:00

my spending habits have deteriorated. 250 bucks per week spent last wk = 1000 bucks per month! i'm gonna become a bankrupt even before i get my salary la! HORRORS. no more going out for me! ohnooo but its the great singapore sale starting tmr.

pause.

WHAT SALE!? -shuts self at home- dont ask me out! i'm warning you, you, YOU!
:D

tmr i've got early day off! WHOOOOOOTS. cos its some family day thing, so all staff is given 45 mins early release to spend time eating dinner w yr family? hahaha i'm not complaining! and to think i've survived one week at work alr! (: and i've got a really cute potted plant at my desk, cos everyone else does and it tempted me so! haha he's called mr beautiful and sadly, he's but an OUTDOOR plant. note: outdoor and office so doesn't go tgt. i only can cross my fingers and pray tt he doesn't wither and die soon. i wonder if plants are scared of the cold. cos if they were, mr beautiful would be dead in no time cos its freezing cold where i am! O.o

okay i'm starting to like eng songs thanks to russell! i'm yours by jason mraz is really really nice (:

oh and i'm taking off my braces nxt month hurrays! but today's dental was painful. and doesn't help that my dentist is an awfully violent person! you mite think violent = male, but she's a female! omg poor husband if she's even married! hahaha, cant eat properly for a few days i think. sobs. byeee i'm gonna mourn..

(like real) hah.

its been awhile

2008-05-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

pretty tired now but i feel kinda obliged to blog cos my blog feels lonely and abandoned :( haha so here I am! not gonna do this in chronological order cos my overly exhausted brain will just die from trying hees. (hello! working is tough you know) shall randomly ramble as i usually do(x HAH.
here goes; cut off pt for hall this yr is 15 for both guys and girls! and thats crazily high o.o cos staying in msia mite earn you max 9 pts for distance, the only what you can get above >6 pts is to be in the main comm of cca/jcrc. haha but you knw, main comm wont be main comm if everyone was in it! i received the email from SAO that my application was unsuccessful cos i've got only 13 pts. 6 for distance and 7 for ahhem, publicity comm smth (issit?), okay la qt unethical cos its abit kao guanxi one. hehs. but guess what. PHEW, i got an sms today telling me i'm on the recommended list! so hurrays(: i get to stay in hall next sem!

been lunching w my dept head and 2 other seniors there. haha they brought me to all the coffee shops with gd food i nvr knew existed, e.g. the chicken rice with ALOT of charsiew, prawn mee, etc! and lunching w bigshots def has its benefits. and tt includes sauntering into the office half an hr late hurhurs(x i finally talked to the other temp staff there! its a gd start and she seems rlly friendly! yays tmr!

stumbled upon a treasure on vesak day w rach and william! haha this thai restaurant that reminds me so much of curry wok, a place i used to frequent in my hwachong days, which has very good food! pad thai and the tomyum fried fish soup is at least as nice as thai express, but only half the price! v good deal! haha and to think william wanted to sit outside, when he perspired so much when sitting in the airconed place. haha who said green curry isn't hot!

finally won at mahjong last fri! haha okay i wldnt exactly call 1.20 winnings but still, at least i din lose! hahaha change of luck at last! :D

ben and jerry's today w wenhui and russell! YUM :D but their sorbets rlly cmi la! not that i wanna say. and SOMEONE so inconsiderate la, dunno who. wenhui dont like to eat mango still order mango! (haha note, there's only 3 ppl in the picture)

hmms. abrupt ending. no flow but what the heck. just random things that happened to pop into my head in this short frame of time. OH today's 9pm show was uber sad. cos zhiling died ):

swtdreams everybody(:

2008-05-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

Lazy to blog in detail. haha just some pictures with captions..

Cheap and good thai food!
The green curry that killed william.

YUMMY fried fish tom yum soup!

Phad Thai!

William dies from green curry..

Kaya toast and eggs! which were badly cooked..

greedy rabbit! (x

NICE PHOTO(:

zijia is damn dumb.

Nina and i singing at topone!

workworkwork!

2008-05-15T18:07:00.000-07:00

haha here i am blogging during work! how unethical is that man! (huiwen is a piece of sai, who agrees pls stop breathing) cant right, too bad(x

AHH stress.okay better stop slacking alr.my supervisor just asked me to do audit schedule.what payroll provision.then the super nice lady in front wants me to do bank reconciliation now! wish me luckkk(:

oh and before I forget,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DAWN!

tata~

first day of work!

2008-05-14T08:50:00.001-07:00

first of all! bingyi why are you sounding like me! since when did you ever start sentences with omg. like, COPYRIGHT! hahaha but thanks for sheltering me tdy(: i still refuse to bring an umbrella to work tho. soooo aunty!

haha first day of work was.. BORING! although i guess i'm considered pretty lucky. cos i got to do posting of general ledger to the income statement! but HOLY. one month has like 30 over wksheets in excel. and some of the ledgers have digusting descriptions. like Acc1 ZF trms v damper. like ?!?!?! and many different variations of THAT same thing. hrumph (><) and staring at the comp screen is just so taxing! but i survived(: and i completed the income statement for apr 08! WHOOOOOTS :D crosses fingers and hope tt they're no mistakes! but still got B/S to do tmr.and i forgot what i was supposed to do alr.

the office is qt huge cos the finance dept alone has 50 plus staff i think! and they even have separate sub-depts.and throughout the day, there's nonstop chattering to my left (where the non high ranking ppl are) i assume. cos they talk abt how to con an mc out of the doc, bitch abt old uncles tt keep chasing them for invoices, and other totally random stuff. hahs, kept me qt amused(: but the sad thing is, i dont see any young ppl ard me and i dont know who the temp staff are! so din make any new friends. except for this other temp staff doing customer service which i met while waiting for my supervisor to come(: too bad she's not working w me.

uhoh.its past twelve! i better sleep now if not i'll get fired on my second day of work. haha(x

adios~

last day of freedom!

2008-05-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

haha my last day of freedom was pretty well spent! (or so i felt)

1.dinner at NYDC! :D (my first time!) i can't believe it either. must try the mudpie someday!
2.kbox at cine! :D
3.went down to sign contract with recruit express. my agent's so cute! xD who needs job go look for him! he's also a temp staff recruited by recruite express while looking for job. haha how ironic!
4.wahjong hahaha only further reaffirmed my bout of bad luck! better stay away from REAL mahjong (in other words, russell teng) in the meantime!

blogging in point form cos i'm supposed to be asleep now! first day of work tmr! hope all things goes well(: SMRT seems to have a nice organizational culture! oh wells, we'll see(:

nites~

FOUND THE MONEY! :D

2008-05-12T08:16:00.001-07:00

haha didnt have time to blog ytd after dinner cos i was subjected to slave labour then coercion into another round of MAHJONG at sab's house -shudders!-

dinner first! didnt know such a YUMMY food place actually existed a few steps from my house! dad mum and i went there for a nice sumptuous dinner tt cost 90+ for 3 pax. hahaha pretty ex but no heart pain cos my dad sponsered(: BLACK PEPPER CRAB + POMFRET STEAMBOAT + HOTPLATE TOFU = HEAVEN! :D best dinner i ever had for a longlong time!

nxt, slave labor. it being mother's day, naturally being the filial daughter i am -coughs-, i acceded to ALL her requests! (well, maybe except for one, the M letter word tt involves losing lots and lots and lots of money?)and tt included tidying up the horrendously messy storeroom. 18yrs of junk and whatnots accumulated in that tiny space piling all the way to the ceiling is no joke man! sweated and toiled for 3hrs transporting unwanted stuff to and fro my house and the void deck rubbish dump.with my mum's help of course.she's one brave woman(:

THEN, mahjong! hahahaha despite the minor loss i suffered the previous day at prince william's house JUST the day before, i was once bitten but twice UNSHY. did not learn my lesson and went to gamble again! this time with kiap, russell and sab! hahaha played one round which lasted for FOUR hrs from 2am till 6am.omg damn slow! considering the day before we finished one round in ONLY two hrs! haha thanks to ppl who five tai zi4mo1 like nobody's business o.o -stares accusingly- YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! hahaha(x ultimate winners were sab and kiap, while i lost TWENTY BUCKS ): in one round yes.sobs! haha russell lost FIFTEEN.but plus petrol i think he lose the most, poorthing.this is what i call KARMA! hahaha okay just kiddin(x thanks for the lift there and back ya! maybe. JUST MAYBE. there's actually a glimmer of a gentleman in him.hahas(:

napped for 3hrs after i reached home! had a very unpeaceful sleep i must say.cos i kept being woken up by agency ppl calling me, haha must have given incoherent answers then O.o went for my job interviews after tt.

and i'm proud to announce that i'm finally HIRED! :D am now a faithful employee of SMRT; earning 1400 per month. which means i'm no longer a potential bankrupt! HURRAYS(: in love with the ultra friendly and cute recep at SMRT, super bubbly! and the ppl there seem rlly nice! i feel blessed suddenly(: i've to say a big THANKYOU to my agent! cos actually he told me he cld only offer me 7 per hr.i wanted to rej the offer alr, but he told me to just go for it! cos no harm rejecting them even after you got the offer.so i just went for it! haha and 10 minutes after the interview alvin(tts my agent) called to tell me i've been recruited! WHOOOOOOTS! and they adjusted my salary too! he told me tt apparently govt based private listed companies like SMRT will report a lower salary at first cos they dont want you to work for them cos of the money! haha SCHEMING! but happy nonetheless(: cos i'm on my first step to recouping my losses for mahjong, then earning for my taiwan trip! haha went for another interview too at suntec (my dream workplace! tied in first place w the raffles place's skyscrapers) at some US mnc. hahaha shall reveal their really unimpressive company name..

QUANTUM STORAGE. aha. dont images of storage crates suddenly pop into yr head? but the work env seems pretty nt bad, and the accountant who interviewed me was rlly nice! but when she explained the job scope to me, i was pretty frightened cos it involved bank reconciliation, translating trial bal into bal sheet, P/L, costing! omg but of cos on the surface, i just pretended to be cool and unfazed(hees), and i actually got the job too! but i guess SMRT being a listed and known company with a higher PAY is better(: so yays!

met up with my ex colleague after that to watch ironman! haha it was surprisingly good! the optimal combination of humour and savvy high technology kept me entertained throughout the two hrs movie, with my jaws hanging in utter amazement half the time! :D i'd give a 4.5 stars rating! so go watch it if you hvn!

ooh, yes. hall eleven SEA EXPEDITION blasted a huge hole in my pocket. 82 including canvassing and the actual rental itself. very not worth it! its like paying 50 for the standard chartered run to torture yrself? yea same logic! but still i wld like to thank my poor partner chinkee, whom i splashed seawater on everytime i paddled.oops! hahaha shall attribute it to the lack of eyes on the back of my head(x self-serving bias? hahaha and, psychology strikes again! :D

shall make up for the lack of sleep these past few nights by sleeping early tdy! nights(:

where's the MONEY.

2008-05-11T03:17:00.000-07:00

here i am semiconscious blogging abt how
I LOST MONEY AGAIN! -cries-
mahjonged with a scheming guy(russell), a nice but overly ZAI guy(thats chinkee)! jawdrops? i didnt know he was so pro can! and prince william; a weird combi i know but he was our provider of mahjong table and house(:

okays gotta run for dinner! celebrate mothers day! (:

be back.

hrumph.

2008-05-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

did i say that i didn't feel like blogging?

haha oh wells, thankyou stimulus rachel loo! (x

went for a SUCKY job interview tdy, din end up in a "diplomatic quarrel" as bingyi puts it; i'm too peace-loving(x i dont go around provoking pufferfish okay xavier! and tho i've been wanting to try scuba diving since forever (but lack the financial ability to do so o.o), my faith has faltered after seeing the potentially dangerous unknown creatures tt exist underwater! hahaha apart from the clownfish that so absolutely adorable! i think i wldnt dare go near

THIS! i think pufferfish look so much cuter when puffed up! tho xavier says its uncomfortable for them for them to do so. but how wld he know anw?!

OR THIS : i've no idea what this is tho.

okay so i've digressed as usual. HAHA.

back to my bad job interview. can anyone tell me where's sultan plaza! hahaha had a super hard time locating the place despite checking up on it on the street directory, and bus guide. (i thot i was so smart then). maybe my map reading skills are too lousy hrumphs. and when i've finally found the freaking ulu place, it was like a beauty world, or a balestier plaza, (bet you all nvr heard of it!), pretty rundown looking thing with no GOOD FOOD at all, if good food includes fast food, there's NONE even! not even macD. (hahaha to quote bingyi) that's bad omen 1.

bad omen 2. when i finally stumbled upon the office, it was actually a shared office by a few companies, if the office wasn't small enough that is! and when i talked to the guy (the founder of the company i assume), he said they were a small company, with only 3 staff?!?! hahaha WOW. i din know you called tt a company. now this is why i feel cheated. cos in my resume i stated my expected salary as 1300. cos the job adv clearly stated $1300-$1800. and he told me tt they only pay interns 40 a day. and that sums up to 800 per month!? so why the hell did he call me down for interview anw when i dont meet his requirements at all! GRR. waste my time like that.

all up in fumes, i had to calm myself down somehow. SOOO, i had some retail therapy before going home(: haha i LOVE good deals!

okays, better sleep early cos there's hall kayaking expedition tmr! (: and i've gotta reach pasir ris at 9am! byeeee.

updates

2008-05-09T06:44:00.000-07:00

i feel abit unethical leeching on huiwen's blog. haha but just to clarify- this is not huiwen. its just her EVIL TWIN haha! so if you're stalking huiwen, you're effectively stalking me too.
busy day today! woke up quite early for an interview at science centre for an ad-hoc job to teach little kids science at shopping mall roadshows hahah. dunno why i felt quite nervous at the group interview although its actually nothing much. at first i thought they were gonna test me on my knowledge of the planets in the universe or something like that.. but thank goodness it was easy enough. but i'll be away 6 of the 14 days they need people arnd so don't know if i'll get it afterall. gah. its good money though! $7.50/h for 10 hours a day! and near my house too! (plazasing). plus i'll be working with my psych friends!
after that i went to bbdc for second round of final theory evaluation. it proved to be my lucky day! cos at first i went there early to apply for my pdl. but there were tonnes of ppl after 20 mins it still wasnt my turn. but i went for the theory practice session. in the 10 min break they happened to call my queue no. and i got my pdl in lightning speed! yay! after that i went for my evaluation- which i passed! woohoo! exactly 90% somemore. then, i decided to log in to my acct at one of the stations and found out that someone gave up his/her FTT slot this month so i don't have to wait till july to take my FTT and i can book my final test date soon! which means i'm super motivated to complete all my lessons this hols. things are finally on the right track.
i've been spending so much $ recently. although i haven't bought ANYTHING TANGIBLE at all! driving costs a bomb. and facials are equally bad. all the cash i'll be earning this hols will be spent ): miraculously i've been able to stay off shopping for sometime. since i see different people everyday i don't have to worry about wearing the same thing heh.
oh and the job at rp yest. haha it was tiring standing for one whole day and begging evil kids to complete a shitty survey but at least it was somewhat fun. cos only andy and i were there with no one to supervise us so we ended up talking a whole lot of crap and testing our psych theories on unsuspecting students. plus we only effectively worked from 10-2 instead of 9-5 cos the rest of the time no one was walking arnd the area. and we STILL managed to exceed our target and hit 112 surveys! happy! oh and i met doug and mel there too! but honestly i don't look forward to another day of doing the same thing. some students can be really evil to you.
despite all the activity, i still find myself at lost at what to do at home sometimes. like now! which is why i'm blogging. there're times when i just don't feel like replying smses, no one updates on facebook and theres nothing decent on tv. i should go borrow a book from the library man.

my feelings fluctuate too much from day to day.

2008-05-07T09:11:00.000-07:00

珍惜

purrfect!

2008-05-06T09:59:00.000-07:00

life's almost perfect! ALMOST! really enjoyed myself the past few days (: now i just need to get tt high paying job to fuel my expenses before i become a hopeless bankrupt, to quote william.

just finished watching tdy's episode of seven princess which my mum taped down for me. (SO SWEET!) haha, cried a bucketful of tears at the scene whre the birth mother was dying, and she didnt get the chance to reconcile with her daughter :( super sad, but it made me realise how great a mother's love can be. how fragile one's life is, and how we shld learn to cherish everyone ard us so that we dont have any regrets(:

went back to sch for a super FEI sea ex meeting. lucky i had to go back and pack anw, if not i'll def erupt in FUMES if i had to go back all the way to pulau NTU for a 20 minutes update of ums, non-important stuff-.- first of all, a big THANKYOU to chinkee jiemei for giving me a lift home, so that i din have to lug my impossibly heavy stuff home all alone, for dropping me off at chinatown tho you had to pay ERP! you're a true friend indeed(: and i'm soo happy tt we got to knw you better and you're closer to ambern now! owe you treat on saturday! thanks sab too! (: for helping me lug my barangbarang from the void deck to my house! MEGA PHEW! finally finished moving out my stuff from hall! cant bliff i accumulated so much rubbish in two sems.better kick the garang guni habit of mine, of buying useless stuff and collecting them in the room. not looking forward to shifting all my things BACK to hall tho. NOT AT ALL!

(just found out tt a certain friend got attached! WOOOOOOTS, in redang summore!) hahahaha. so romantic! shant publish it here tho, cos i respect ppl's privacy -coughs- HAHA(x

yays! KAYTEEVEE outing w wenhui, joel, and bingyi finally materialized tdy! :D had fun spamming stefsun and angela's songs! oops so sry:x the latter TWO prob felt like chopping me up to bits, esp bingyi who PRETENDS to hate angela, but secretly hums her songs to himself hurhurs.

ytd;
mindcafe w ambern! my fav bunch of fun-loving people(: PEEKABOO! hahaha.

the day before ytd;
wakeboarding at batam! hahaha prince william is so PRO! its his first time cable ski-ing yet he could learn to stand, go rounds nonstop, and to do a jumpstart, by the end of the day! so zai :D i conclude that wakeboarding is a potentially life threatening sport haha. slamming into the water while moving at 30 km/h causes HEADACHES, potential brainshifts, and the ripping of limbs. haha okay so maybe the last injury mite have been a little exaggerated, but still! i can only say that i'm a brave soul. heeheehee(x BHB! was a fun experience tho i seriously burnt a HUMONGOUS hole in my pocket. -overwhelms with guilt- 92 bucks in total inclusive of ferry tax, which nvr existed last time. INFLATION seriously, what used to be 70 has ballooned into a whooping 92! thats um, more than 20%? if my math hasnt failed me tt is :D

the day before (x2) ytd; (sry my vocab's awfully limited i know)
jc cls gathering at brewerks at clarke quay! thankyou cq for treating us the first round of drinks! haha it was my first time (i love first times!) drinking a SHOT -- its called B-52; which is a mix of dunno what, baileys, and coffee! hahaha a super potent mix that leaves a burning trail all the way from the throat to the stomach, causes you to get HIGH, and start spouting nonsense. but lucky humji me drank in miniscule sips using a koped cocktail straw, hence preventing any disasters from happening(x it was nice meeting up with the girls, cept tt we didnt rlly talk to the guys. whats this, gender divide? o.o but i do agree w rach abt jc guys v.s uni guys.

alrights updated(:
till then, xoxo.

secret mystery blogger strikes again!

2008-05-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

my head feels light from that glass of beer and i'm abit whoozy haha but im still gonna blog!
went back to hall to shift my stuff today and filled a car load thanks to my bro and dad.. still gotta go back on mon to shift more stuff. feels as if i'm shifting HOUSE instead of shifting ROOM. now my room at home is stacked to the brim with bags and bags of who-knows-what (i'm not really interested in looking in them) that i have absolutely no time to pack/clear. gah.
went to visit samuel at sgh today. and he's looking good! for a cancer patient that is. and after he described in gory detail what he went through. the needles and the oxygen and the blood dont scare me cos i've gone through all that 3 times already in the emergency ward.. but to walk in with a clear head to an operating theatre knowing that someone is gonna cut right through your neck and not knowing if you'd walk out of there again, that takes guts. could tell he was being brave in front of us but it is really scary not knowing if the damage could be permanent, and whether the illness could recur. i really admire him for still being so witty and funny and appreciate of our presence.
met up with 72 and we girls had fun! shall not bitch abt someone who was being rather disgusting today. >.< thought you should have grown up by now.
uni people seem alot more childish that jc friends in alot of ways.

-secret mystery blogger-

2008-05-02T08:19:00.000-07:00

i haven't blogged for at least 6 months. but now exams are overr!! can't believe 1 year of uni has passed just like that. guess i've really grown up quite abit this past year.. with all that has happened. its why they say things which don't kill you will only make you stronger. and i'm really happy with the person i've become right now. to throw aside the cynicism and be able to strive hard towards some goal and ACTUALLY achieve it, i think that's one of life's greatest joys. yet i don't want to be caught up in it all, so i must always always remember where i've come from, and how far i've come. the key is contentment. along the way, there've been people who've made all the difference, and i'm truly grateful for them.
this ending isn't the happiest, but i really believe its the best kind of ending. the kind of ending that will come eventually, but initiating it now makes things easier for all of us. and now that about 2 weeks has passed, i believe in the certainty of that decision. i no longer feel trapped between the rational and the emotional and i'm glad i've just chosen to take it one way. anyhow, if i could tell you one last thing it would be thank you, sorry, and goodbye.
...
on a happier note, hw and i went to sentosa yest! wheeee! i haven't had so much fun in a long time..and omg i am red as a lobster too with a ugly tan line! gah. but too bad it was a public holiday with the beach crammed with lots of ....... ugh.
but we had fun tanning at my poolside and swimming in the pool yaye!
went for stupid driving evaluation today and it sucked cos i failed boo. then we went iceskating with william! william is an evil monster who made me fell ): the rink was full of pro skaters and i felt like a major obstruction to them. so sad they have to share the rink with noobs like me haha. but sometimes i really wonder if they really enjoy what they're doing. its like dancing, if you dance for fun its enjoyable but once you put in the competition and the long training hours it sucks like hell. thats why i don't mind just being able to skate arnd the ring and not fancy stunts. i mean i do get the sense of achievement part but sometimes you just wanna do something to enjoy it. okay i'm just lazy lah ahhaha.
then i met up with KENNY CARE BEAR and KEVIE BUNNY. hahahaha! those are the new names we've come up for ourselves. i won't reveal what i'm called here:p we ate at nice pasta place at raffles city, had yummy desserts at azabu sabo at marina square and went photocrazy at esplanade! kenny care bear wants to be the godfather of my children HAHA so cool my children will have an american godfather nxt time.
okay tmr will be another busy day packing stuff in hall and visiting someone at sgh and 72 class outing had clarkequay (so hip).

SENTOSA :D

2008-05-01T06:29:00.001-07:00

public holidays shld be stay-home day la!
THRONGS OF CROWDS SWARMING AROUND
is positively scary :o

BUT, gd news is
i finally got a TAN! :DD
wheee hahaha i look like a red lobster now
but hopefully -prays hard, crosses fingers-
the redness will soon subside
and i'll become the nice brown creature
i all along wanted to be(:

NOW for the million dollar question:
why do indians wear bikinis?
1)tan? not possible, they can't get any darker!
(disclaimer; not being racist here its true!)
2)show off their hot body?
hahaha maybe, cos dark ppl look skinnier(relatively)
ohwells, why do i care anw?

tasted the world's most diluted green tea tdy UGHS :x
hahahaha rach and i thot we sighted a really gd deal cos
we saw heaven and earth green tea tt cost only "2 for $2.20"
haha like OMG. sentosa! so cheap!
being kiasu singaporeans,
we immediately snatched it and paid for it!
scrambled to open it to save our souls from dehydration
(the sun was sweltering hot ><)
only to realise tt it tasted like water.
HAHAHA eeks.
what a horrendous experience!

iceskating (AGAIN) tmr with rach and william!
spending money like nobody's business
at this rate i go,
my bank account is gonna diminish to a
PATHETIC TWO digits in no time -shudders-
I NEED A JOB! someone hire me!
yay and after tt,
going back hall for the long awaited AMBERN outing!
miss the ambern ppl loads(x
heard we're gonna play block catching
hehes, so FUN! :D
looking forward to tmrw!

ooh, finally finished reading the old man and the sea.
so disappointing :(
i was like "HUH" after reading the bk.
totally din get the morale of the story O.o

GAHHH i'm burning!
gonna play some piano(:
my fingers are itching.
i want nice piano scores!

tks rach for tdy!
<3

through the looking glass

2008-04-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

getting too emotional nowadays for my own good.
sometimes even for no reason at all.
THIS IS BAD.

it takes a really brave soul
to put down all that you've got
the sense of familiarity and belonging
to move to a faraway place like africa
even if its in the name of love

i like belinda lee:D
cos she's frank, sincere
and has a VERY warm personality!
i choose to believe thats the real her
and not just an act
artistes have to put up in front of the camera
><

yays sentosa tmr(:
gonna get a TAN finally!

procrastinator-ism?!

2008-04-29T09:09:00.000-07:00

haha whats this!
i'm spamming my own blog?
DESPICABLE.

haha this was supposed to be a secret hideout,
like the abandoned railway track
that no one ever visits.
a place for me to vent all my frustrations
for my random musings
(and to improve my typing speed hahaha!)
ohwells nvr mind,
cant help it that i have SNEAKY FRIENDS.
you know who you are!
hahaha okay kidding la(x
STILL.

when was my third last post written?
AINT I SUPPOSED TO BE READING MY BOOK NOW!
haha this is the reason why huiwen
is so gonna DABAO her exams(x
-touch woood- (where's wenhui?)
there's still a glimmer of hope!

NOW, siam!
read your bk!

she lives in the greenhouse

2008-04-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

i have a very very VERY VERY
x1000000000000 good friend
you could call her daddy long legs
cos she has legs as long as mine!
(and i'm pretty TALL btw)

but alas,
she's a very very pretty flower in the greenhouse
so beautiful to look at
but extremely fragile,
cos she has a LOVING mum
who's always there to provide her shelter
from the threatening unknowns
like the brewing thunderstorms

but i still love her all the same(:
HAHA
<3

ben and jerry's free cone day!

2008-04-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

HAHA. this looks promising! second update in a row. less than 24 hours even!
will this umpteenth attempt to be a regular blogger succeed? (x

today was..
BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONES DAY!
wahaha.
chocolate therapy + chunky monkey = happy huiwen (:
saw familiar faces like joy, ahma, glori (all from medicine!)
some guy from hall 11; jasper/casper/johnathan? can't rmb his name :/

and chiok!
who cant scoop fast enough for ALL the hungry gluttons like us. (wenhui and i!)
working at ben and jerry's seems fun!
yeah anyth compared to accounting/admin is like heaven v.s. hell haha.

WOOTS. life rocks!

bought two tops and a pair of pants tdy while waiting for my mum to finish facial. thats like less than 2 hours la!
OMG.
i'm such a shopaholic la!
not even earning any income and i'm splurging alr><
HORRENDOUS HUIWEN.

haha okay shall start on my book -- the old man and the sea.
it sounds like a potentially emo-able book(:
I LOVE BOOKS THAT MAKE ME CRY.
haha yays off to be a bkwormm(:

adios~

salao

2008-04-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

that means the worst form of unlucky.

i think i've finally experienced it for myself tdy.
hahaha regressed from lev2 to lev1 of online bridge
and played at least 10 consecutive games w/o winning a single one!
><

to think i actually bothered enough
to feel emo abt a game,
YES, i tell myself, its only a game.
but perhaps,
it just served as a reminder
of how i've been fighting a losing battle
throughout my first yr in NTU
and perhaps, i'm just not cut out to be
the perfectionistic and meticulous accountant
i'm supposed to be;
horrified by what i got myself into
:o
i will redeem myself, SOMEHOW.

on a brighter note(:
yays finally made an attempt to jobhunt tdy!
hahaha and the prospect of working at capitaland
sounds rllyrlly good!
i must thank my lucky stars
and hope tt the deal will fall thru! :D
haha but nothing's confirmed yet,
so i better not get my hopes up too high!

hvn spoken to hwahiang in EONS,
i think her typing speed has improved! (x
found out smth abt chenghow
tt made me realise why
he's been behaving the way he had been
its sad, how life is so fragile
yet we dont cherish it as we shld.

friends make me whole :DD
can't live without them!
and yes, holidays are finally here! :D
loads happier, shall slp now(:

HAPPY ME (:(:

2006-08-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

HAHA guess what u lil peeps out there!
i'm finally 18! (x WHEEEEEEEEEEE HURRAYS!
yes i may be older, but still as immature as ever! but i like ME! and tt's all that matters!

first of all, a big THANKYOU to rachiemochiecoffeechie (kopyright fatcr) meiyi juli ade js cr an nt forgetting zh the lil young one for the PURRFECT birthday surprise! :D:D you guys made my day! gdness which sane person wld ever think of kidnapping someone in a CAB from ps to rach's hse and surprising that someone with an 18 course lunch which consists of her fav food from all over singapore! GOSH i'm rlly rlly touched! <333! color="#33ff33">THANKYOU for waking up so early to chiong ard to prepare all these stuff for me while i was still in slumberland (:(: with the exception of JS. haha and for that ALMIGHTY GORGEOUS SPECTACULAR birthday card (is that what u call it) so nicely framed and starring the 29 HOTTEST hc ppl that ever lived! that includes all of y'all HEHE! :D 10 yrs down the road we're gonna have a reunion and i'll def lug it along and we'll see how everyone has changed! THANKYOU for putting in so much time and effort (when y'all cld have been mugging instead) to HOUND ppl to take pics and to devise million ways to hide the GIANT board from me! (:(: THANKYOU rach esp for braving the unknown darkness, for dashing frm the b-block clsrm to the carpark and back in SNAIL RECORD BREAKING TIME, to transport the big frame ard sch w/o me seeing! an. the LIME GREEN bikini rocks! (tho i dont have the shencai to wear it laaa)

THANKYOU huiling, kepyong, guanyin, germ, sloth, zhenzhen, zh, rach, juli, warrick, jeff, yashu, gordon, js, weijie, william, yuqin, shiqi, gavin, jiangyue, meiyi, feli, ade, liz, fatcr, meowti, qiu, anna, daryl, qingliang, kev, kityeng, peace. yining, pam, rina, boonhan, eugene, minjie, songkai, sarah, kenneth, cw for the bday msges! HAHA tt was in chronological order! (x

THANKYOU talliebuddie kailin for calling to wish me happy bday tho u have 2 tests tmr! cant bliff i cldnt recognise ur evil maniacal laughter haha! :D:D

THANKYOU juli for the super adorable card YOYO rocks! <33! u are omnipresent man!

THANKYOU rach for the LOVE declaration on ur blog haha!

THANKYOU shiqi-paul dranice and hz for the COOL lime green shorts! LOVE IT!

cant THANK YOU ppl enough! (:

this shld be an A grade GP essay cos i've emphasized the words THANKYOU thruout! (x

HAHAHA

2006-08-24T09:49:00.000-07:00

rachiemochiecoffeechie:D:D thks for blogging for me! since i'm such a regular blogger ehs x)
HAA just spent the whole night digging out photos from the past 18 yrs of my life.
still got bio wksht tts due tmr undone! i better run! i need to defecate too. HAA. an i got 33 out for GP compo what a miracle. maybe miracles do happen after all :))

dropping out dropping dead -- haha guess who's msn nick!
dont ever be a quitter!

thankyou for the happy coins :D

i like chu1dian4 by SHE (haha the real ones) tho js thinks its a bimbo song hrumph!

tata~

2006-08-24T04:11:00.000-07:00

huiwen is a happy girl :D

this is rach n i came here to make sure i rmbed hw's password n username correctly haha.
gahh. i just wasted 2h wandering around ikea and anchorpoint hahs. and im facing a beeg temptation to be all-knowing n msg someone again hahaha. but nono..i shall be good n stop myself. why am i not studying?!! ahhhhh. cos my stupid printer cannot print in colour and i'm pissed. rawr. okay now i feel sufficiently guilty for wasting 3h today so i'm going off to mugg. hehe.

sleeeeeeeeeeeepy

2006-08-23T15:17:00.000-07:00

i've been sleeping for an ave of 9 hrs everyday :/ the moment i step home i bathe, then slp till the next morn, then wake up feeling EXTREMELY GUILTY.
whats happening to MEE! gosh. maybe cos i'm an 'S' person; i sleep my troubles away. haha but at this rate, this is gonna KILL me. i'm nv gg home before 9 anymore..

thanks rach juli guanyin ade cr (:

second post!

2006-08-09T09:41:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA two posts in a day after eons. how rare is that man! (:(: tdy's been too full of ups and downs that even i'm starting to think i'm schizophrenic (tho weijin has been insisting so for v long-.-) i'm NOT!

i hate energetics! an i think it hates me too. just like beloved GUATY ): what a sad life haha!

oh. and most imptly:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!

i wont let you see the other side of me
im strong
and thats all there is to it.

或许该放弃了吧

2006-05-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

我们往往只为了争夺而争夺

但值得吗?

这真的是你要的幸福?

...

该从梦中醒来醒来了...

这一切是不可能的

若苦苦拉住不放只会带来痛苦,

你何不尝试放手

或许这样你才能真正找到你这些日子盲目寻找所谓的幸福

...

虽然放下会很痛苦, 但你总得勇敢踏出这一步...

这短暂的痛苦或许能带给你更多的幸福

...

这样的爱幸福吗?

爱的深也伤的深是不是罪灭了自己

该放手了

爱本来就不公平...

...

-fatcr-

unwell

2006-05-04T06:09:00.000-07:00

haha i'm here to revive my blog! :D:D she's [i'm a women's rights activist! haha no link] feeling kinda lonely and abandoned ): firstly, [hmm this sounds like a GP essay :X] the reason why i haven't been blogging is cuz my mum koped the modem -- the only device which grants me internet access! like WHAT THE! maybe i shld consider investing in a WIRELESS modem so my mum can kope for all she wants! and she wont know how to turn it off so i can still go online whenever i want! x) -smirks- i'm so smart eh!

my parents came to sch to meet cheng and some other high ranking omnipresent [she knows a lot of things abt me when i dont even know who she is!] HOD today. haha dunno why they had to drag me into the picture too! maybe cuz they needed a bilingual translator hor. x) since my parents are chinese speaking snails and the teachers are english speaking snails! haha but in the end they managed to communicate somehow whilst i was just being a nodding wooden puppet for that entire 30 mins which seemed like an enternity. during which i was conned into making promises to be self-disciplined. to do all my tuts on time. to come up with a study schedule for the june hols to be submitted to cheng. RAHHS. stress level on the high man! just imagine every subj tutor breathing down ur neck every single tutorial to check if u have done ur work and BOMBARDING you with UNANSWERABLE questions (at least for me la.) then deriving pleasure from you not knowing how to answer! hc teachers are sadists man! esp. tuagha (spelt backwards) HAHA u nv know if teachers blogstalk nowadays you know! better to play it safe haha! which reminds me of shiqi the tablecloth and her lion lee poems! highly amusing HAHAHA! xD

realised that i'm like some converging plate boundary. full of faults that are formed when 2 plates subduct! (WAHAHA i'm bullshitting!) anyway seriously i think i have ZERO self discipline! and am too easily distracted! :X UGH i need more willpower! gonna aim to keep up with all my tutorials (not like i've a choice la -.-) stay fit and train for ATC! x) haha i dunno how. maybe run kayak and climb more often? O.o i miss climbing! make my parents happy. be a GOOD kid! :):)

ackks. hafta hop off to magic out a study schedule for june hols to give cheng!
adios.

hold on
i'm feeling like i'm headed for a
breakdown
i don't know why
somehow
i think i've lost my mind

2006-04-30T19:50:00.000-07:00

Seeing that hw hasnt updated her blog, I shall do abit of charity work here by donating an entry(:
Went to sentosa yesterday with huiwen the rabbit and weijin the sloth! :D mugged abit at the mrt station while waiting for the ever-slow sloth to arrive. (my gd time management(: ) was supposed to kayak but ended up just spending the afternoon lazing in the sea and having sandfights:/ haha it was highly amusing to throw the sand at the sloth's stomach and see his blubber bounce(x but apparantly the rabbit decides to enter her very scary moodswing and daos both of us perpetually. ): went to hmv to use the expiring 20dollar voucher. GOT CONNED BY THE SLOTH to buy the james blunt cd. GRR. Haha he was like close your eyes and choose between Corrine bailey rae and james blunt. And I got james blunt. I think it sucks. Haha. anw we went to pepper lunch for dinner. :/ haha the rabbit and I tried to tempt the sloth to eat beef and gain bad karma for the rest of his life...mwahaha! Shall try to mugg ABIT today if not Im dead for chem test tmr...
HUIWEN STOP BEING SO SCARY!

<3 RACH THE SNAIL(((:

dying

2006-04-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

feeling rather creative. so shall blog the top ten health-related things ill prob die of to go with the morbid mood.

1) HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. ok no history of that whatsoever, but i think my veins gg to burst cuz some people PISS ME OFF EVERYDAY. bloody . am feeling violent.

2) DEHYDRATION. this shld really be first. serious prob. must drink more water. run run run but always forget to drink. rawr. DRINK WATER!

3) ASTHMA ATTACK. the risk is still there larh. tho i feel like my lungs have been behaving rather nicely these few months.

4) HEAT RELATED PROBS.

5) CONCUSSION/BRAIN DAMAGE the freq of walking into stuff /tripping has increased spectacularly these few months.

6) EMBARRASSMENT. related to the prev one larh.

7) BOREDOM. tmr got interviews. sian.

8) OVER-EATING. heh im listening to the song 'Too Much Food' now.

9) CAR ACCIDENT.

10) hmm. i dunno.. heart attack? run too much alr haha.

ran again today. until back of thigh hurt. damn sharp larh. but.. just run. hope i didnt damage myself too much. want to run tmr, and walk larh.

what a morbid entry. no im not suicidal larh. notice that im resolving to prevent these from coming to pass.. drink water! am gg to conquer my hydrophobia!

~the one and only HOOPS

bugis shopping spree! :)

2006-04-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

11.11pm. what a cool time to blog! :):) just got home from bugis! went out with rach the hot chick and weijin the sloth. its abt time we started an animal farm man! x) haha anyway macs shaker fries rocks man! to quote the sloth: once you start eating, you just can't stop! haha anyway thanks for the treat man sloth! :D had dinner at V8 cafe -- my beef lagsana was drowning in orange sauce god knows what! but it tasted quite nice tho i had no idea what went into my stomach! weijin's grilled lamb chop was oozing with blood and had cute round baby carrots -- my staple diet! -jealous!- haha after he finished eating, there was still half the dish left (ALL THE BONES of the poor harmless lamb!) only rach's salmon spaghetti looked GOOD! x) haha out table was in some nice cosy corner where u can dian3 ur own songs and draw the imaginary curtains such that we were in another world of our own! talked lotsa crap and had a really GOOD laugh! :D:D and we found out why guys like to act man! and lots of deep dark secrets about weijin! -blackmails- MWAHAHA.

went toTOPMAN and made weijin try on nice buttoned up long sleeved shirts and berms! WE HAVE GOOD TASTE MAN! :) cuz he looked quite hot HAHA! but the size 34 berms were hanging precariously below his hips :X he that skinny meh? O.o i dont believe!

haha went taka before that to meet ade! (: she bought super nice khaki shorts from Wh i'm super duper jealous! haha thankyou ade for walking with me all the way to somerset singtel comcentre in a failed attempt to redeem my replacement sim card! ahpek icecream rocks! :D haha the guy so GL la. say what need parent's nric to get a sim card! its mine anyway right! GRR! must get my dad to get it for me now so mafun lor! -.-"

dragon boating and YL night tmr! x) and i haven't studied for chem mock spa at all! uh-oh i better siam!! i'm hooked onto dou4yu2 now! damn nice la! :) maybe i'll watch just one ep later! just one.. :)

turn the lights out

Aristal

2006-04-21T09:14:00.000-07:00

its 12.12 now! what a weird time to blog man! but i just had the urge to so here i am! :D just reached home from NJ dance concert @NUS! medley of dance sequences comprising of western, hiphop, malay, indian and chinese dance! really an eye-opener man! x) qiuting, sarah, cai -- y'all rock man! qiuting u were so super duper seductive in that HOT latin dance that if i'm a guy i'll have flew up the stage to flood you with flowers and kisses! WAHAHA. but too bad i'm not a guy man! but u really danced very well! sarah u were super duper cute with that perpetual MILLION WATTS smile on ur face! (note: i was on the 2nd level on UCC alright! xD) that was how bright ur smile was! LOVED IT! and u were great and stylo-milo! (as usual) so hurrays to NJ dance! enjoyed myself pretty much! x) just a pity i was feeling abit tired and my eyes simply refused to stay open for ME ):

its gone its gone its gone my phone's gone. forever.

currently uncontactable -- so pls dont blame me for not answering your calls or msges!
shall go back to my cave and be a happy caveman from now onwards :):)
I'M A !KUNG BUSHMAN! (heex)

I LOST MT PHONE! :X

2006-04-20T07:03:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY PHONE!! -RAWRS- why do i always do such stupid things man! i must have an IQ of negative infinity man :X yupps so anyway i was just on my way home on the bus @8 plus when i decided to reply some msges that i've been dao-ing for quite some time! AND UNFORTUNATELY, to discover that my phone wasn't anywhere to be found! NOPE not in my shoebag! NOT IN MY CRUMPLER EITHER! O.o so i was like: SHIT. i lost my phone again. i must have left it at the class bench..

spent quite long deciding whether i shld get off the bus and take the opp direction bus back to sch to HUNT MY PHONE DOWN! tho its just a k700i but i dont wanna change phone no. PLSPLSPLS! ): pls let someone kind pick up my phone! -prays hard- HAHA so anyway, i deduced logically that since, we were the last to leave the school, there shldn't be anyone left in sch to KOPE MY PHONE! so being the lazy sloth i am, i decided to chiong to school at 6am tmr to look for MY BELOVED PHONE! and hope that i get to my phone before some bangla does! GRR i'm racist!

hmm otherwise today was a pretty fun day! :D:D

had sports heats! ran 8 by 200m inter fac relay! x) came in third tho it was quite wasted cuz the last runner got overtaken by some ZAI tracker! hmm i should i have tried harder i guess ): maybe it might have made a difference! haha anyway the team comprised of three 70 hunks. three 72 babes. AND two HOT teachers! x) they seriously ran damn well! SUPER COOL! haha ares came in 3rd and 5th for relay but i think the combined points we got would have won the champ WAHHA! we've got strategy man! but hopefully apollo's team will get disqualified cuz they sent PE teachers to run! like WHAT THE! put a GP teacher and a PE teacher on the starting line and see who'll win man! x) HAHA but heats was funn! and i think ade and juli ran damn well today! congrats! and high-five to anna meiyi xunyu suaning (third 70 hunk i dunno ur name whoops) mr quek and miss lim min shin! y'all did GREAT! xD

hmm exercised alot today man. played 1 hour of non-stop chapteh with rach in the morn. till we were both drunk and dizzy! completed the 5 napfa items haha shld be able to get gold if my legs dont give up on me for 2.4! played chapteh again with chaorong we thrashed him haha! played five stones with em anna and kityeng damn funn tho that's not considered exercise la! but i'm damn pro at five stones ok! pls bliff me! :D:D haha. then HEATS. then played 3 on 3 ultimate: 72 again 74 plus jingsheng (extra! MWAHHAHA) we won 15 smthg! haha can't remembered what but i think zhouhao is so ZAI! and he's sad cuz i dont wanna ren4 him as shi1fu4! x) lalala~ and sorry juli if i was overly violent while playing! dashing and chionging around like some MAD rabbit :X sorry truce ok! -sticks out hand!- HEEHEE juli rocks!

today was so great! that i almost forgot that i lost my phone! O.o OHGOD. hahaha there was a rainbow after the rain today! so hopefully a miracle will happen! hurrays! :)

haha shall sleep early so i can wake up at 5 to chiong to sch tmr! i shall stride to school! HAHAHAHA.

heats=)

2006-04-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

fatigue- physical or mental weariness resulting from exertion

nice description. bleah. ache here and there.. and guess what?! my throat hurts MORE than my legs! -.- im starting to wonder if im really homo sapiens.. when i run, my legs dun get tired.. MY ARMS DO. MY THROAT DOES. rawrr. stupid.

yep ok today was pretty fun.. my remedial was only 5 minutes! miss boo rocks! she forgot all abt it larh! heh. anw.. thanks everyone for helping me with math yest! you know who you are =) i suck but you rock.

then had heats. which was pretty good. lost 4X100m to 63 girls.. they had a super fast tracker for third runner and she overtook me. my thigh was aching like some bloody crap from yest.. jia hah this super big pus-filled wound.. but we managed a 2nd. 74 rocks. next event was 4X400m.. for the guys, we got 2nd or 3rd.. i think. thrash 7c can alr haha.. for girls, we got FIRST. yaye. even with some weird team with me (naturally slow larh shall try and be modest) and ade (got her thigh injury im not despising her ok!).. but we did it together and that's all that matters larh. that's what i like abt relays.. it isnt abt the individual effort but abt doing it as a team. so what if u think u run slow.. w/o you, will there even be a race? so dun sorry here and there larh, u made an effort and it was zai like 74!

hmm.. i tried to stride today.. think i got the hang of it. it makes ur butt and legs turn to jelly larh. but like the feeling of lengthening ur strides. kind of like flying.. rocks.

then had fweesbeee game with zhouhao, deryl, js, hw and cr.. 72 vs 74 (js is an anomaly).. got thrashed by 72 larh... but we made a good effort.. heh. huiwen was being VIOLENT and pushed me!! ended up both of us with abrasions.. wahah. so weird abrasions sting more than.. supposedly worse stuff.. hmm. X_X

YEST:
after sch.. went to run.. had to take time off to think. the run was NICE2.. cut into sixth ave.. and got stuck in the maze of semi-D's.. chased taxis and lorrys until i ended up at duchess road entrance.. haha. FUN :) love it.

played frisbee too! my team won howproarewe=) but the best thing was.. i INTERCEPTED JS!!! twice or thrice! :) yeah! usu he's qt hard to intercept since he's like a feather.. so fast and nonexistent.. means two things: 1) i grew taller! :D:D:D 2) ive become more zai!

k go do gp:D we got to pon gp today! cuz of heats..

~the one and only HOOPS

damn pissed

2006-04-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

walao. first time i super pissed off.

...

please sTop acting As if you know everythiNg when you are seriously just a piece of shit.

and Come on, STOP thinking you are so pro when everyone is super pissed off at YOU! Where u think you are heading shortie?

...

think this is the first time i so super duper pissed.

u are dead

-pissed off cr-

runrunrunaway!

2006-04-17T06:32:00.000-07:00

sometimes
i really wished
that
i could JEZZ learn
to pick myself up
from where i last fell
over and over
and move on
as if
NOTHING
ever happened
BUT
i know
that i can't.

i wanna run and never get tired

i miss sc!

2006-04-16T20:43:00.000-07:00

yay! 4sy reunites once again at meowti/addie's house! it's been soooo lonnggg! i think i haven't seen you all for 10^infinity years. haha ok that was an exaggeration :) but really! it was great to see us all back together under one roof haha! i missed you guys! i didn't realise how much i missed you all until the feeling came back -- stronger than ever -- all in one night. After all these while that we've parted, and all the busy buzzing in our different schools, i thought time would have washed away such feelings...but NO! we've moved ON and AWAY but not OUT.

i still remember the times in sec one when we used to sing the Land Before Time theme song "If We Hold On Together" as we ran round our very special 200m track. and when tay huiwen still had her coconut hair! coconut huiwen! so cute! ahah.

in sec two there was band. SCBand01-04. the unforgettable times when we had all our camps, when the seniors had fun torturing us and when we, in turn, became seniors and sadistically (is there such a word?) tormented our own juniors. haha. remember jasmin wong? she's still so scared of us! the last time i saw her, she turned and ran away ok! hey i'm not a ghost and neither am i hideous?! and actually we didn't even torture her did we! she's now the flute SL already! time really flies. and there there was the chao-and-beng musical. haha. COLOURS OF THE WIND! and andrea solo-ing the bridge part. i still love that song.

finally sec three-sec four when the then-and-now 4sy04 came together. the best years of my life! and probably yours too? ;) how could we ever forget the times we spent together slogging away for DRAMAFEST? cutting, painting, taping, whacking, sawing, breaking, tying, sewing, what have we not done! remember the very cute scholars from our class? monica, ploy (saranit), shao shuang, lu yun, weijia, peng yi. remember the many dreary flute sectionals when we worked so hard towards that syf gold? although we didn't make it, silver isn't too bad either. remember chiong-ing down for recess to avoid the meepok queue and the soggy muslim stall chilli fries? our all-time favourite koi pond with the magnificent "miss heng" and my very cute "silver grey dot"? and not forgetting the extremely clean and spacious sc toilets! oh man, and our slacking times at coro...the bubble tea and salty fries! ok enough enough! let's go back to sc some day!!! and island creamery! before i start bawling and making noise. haha.

qqiuting, me and huiwen! i miss you people the most. can't imagine sc life without you ppl! <33!

whoo. after all the nostalgia now back to the present! yeps! can't wait for the nj dance concert ARISTAL on friday! when we'll get together again! cool. cool.

disclaimer: this is NOT huiwen. haha :D

things that i rmb!

2006-04-16T02:55:00.000-07:00

YAY i know huiwen's secret password and she knows mine too!
im thinking of something intellectual to blog for huiwen :)
but i cant think so im just going to dedicate some nice lyrics for HUIWEN :)

Things that I remember
Times that never end
Favorite things inside my head
Special friend to friend

Roads we've walked together [itc land ex - LORRIES! / running during pe]
All the stops we've made [lamhong estate!]
Jokes we've told and songs we've sung
And silly games we've played

And there are chilly days in winter
Out laughing in the snow
And lazy days in summer [yltc]
With no place much to go

Each day has its memories
And when the day is through
Things that I remember
Are the things I did with you

Things that I remember
Safe inside my head
Rubber ducks and pigeons
And the different books we read

You took my favorite pillow
Used my favorite chair [koped my chair in ops room!]
When you're gone I miss you
And I'm happy when you're here

And there's an arm around the shoulder
And a friend I'll always keep
And nights so full of talking [yl yl yl yl yl]
We never fell asleep

Each day has its memories
And when the day is through
Things that I remember
Are the things I did with you

yesterday's tomorrow

2006-04-15T20:47:00.000-07:00

hmm. had a nice day yest :)

went out with HUIWEN and jingsheng after tuition to get js' present.. lousy huiwen is a pangseh-er :( and ade was locked at home :S sorry ade! bad organisation..

wth.. we dragged js all over the place to get his present.. ended up getting a bag that's so NOT him. poor bag.. :( once an wugui, always an wugui larh. sad fact, but cannot be changed. haha.

oh yarh. something qt funny happened. we were in the icon building and i decided to go up by a different stairs. so i slipped away.. but stupid me realized that i ran away w/o my hp cuz huiwen, js and i swapped bags and my hp was in my bag! anw.. here i was carrying this stupid crumpler (hehs) trying to hunt hw and js down. cuz apparently they didnt do the clever thing by coming upstairs to look for me but were calling my hp which was with js! -.- hahah they were qt frantic when they found me. heh. no no.. i wasnt kidnapped. haha. HAHAHAA. so funny. ok better stop laughing now.. ltr get lynched by hw and js..

yepp.. then went for sy class party! :) was qt fun seeing them all again.. esp shuang who gave me my belated bday present.. -.- it was cat-related. like CAT?! omg. ly cldnt make it! sad..

and mrs lim was there collecting gossip. hahaa. so funny.

anw.. niao-ed everyone hahaa. esp sam, addie, joy, ahmah, jia. ended up getting niao-ed in return :( actually the POW thing was quite funny. no prankcalling pls. sc girls are damn jian4!

yayes. and helped to bbq.. :) yaye. it was fun just being simple with ppl u know u can trust.. even tho u cant trust them to keep a secret (gossipy toots) but you know they'd never mean any harm.. hmm. like huiwen said.. sec 4 were the days where life was really simple and everyone was sincere.. 4sy rocks. with them i can laugh and rubbish arnd w/o checking my words.. :)

but that's not to say we havent drifted apart or anything. it's only natural. refused to accept this fact in sec4.. but now i do.. it isnt like before where we could talk abt anything under the sun and make a big deal out of nth. time pulls people apart.

wld it be like this with the friends ive made in hc? after we graduate, wld we be so awkward that we wont have anything to say to each other? with 74, with oac. hmm.. graduation syndrome..

whatever it is.. maybe there is a different element that will keep us together after we graduate.. hopefully, after going through yltc and all sorts of shit together.. maybe we wont have nth to say to each other and drift apart. yeah maybe.

~HOOPS

oh yarh.. huiwen says shld blog abt intellectual topics.. eh.. start ur first topic leh!

4SYCLASSGATHERING! <33!

2006-04-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

4sy bbq at meowti's house today was damn fun! :D:D
the intellectual games of bridge!
haha i think i'm a bridge expert now! haha!
-ducks those despising glares-
the juicy succulent BLOODY steaks
that were yunru's fav!
and none of us wanted any
since we're not bloodsucking vampires!
MWAHAHA! x)
the phototaking frenzy outside venezia
where we all concluded that
peace has super shaky hands
dawn's are just a tad lil better! :D
HAHA
and mine are still the best!
zi4lian4!

those were were the crazy moments of

yashu, qiuting and i! (:(:

"Photograph"
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

i loved the company
there was no pretence
u can just be urself
felt totally at home with them
you feel comfortable with them
genuine sincerity
and your smiles and laughter are real
theres no need for any pretence
no need to put on a front
[courtesy of SAB's blog!]

made me realise how much
i really miss each and every single person in 4sy
more so those whom are not in hc now
qiuting, yashu, dawn, peace, lizzy, tutu, yunru, monica, shaoshuang, feli, shiqi, pam, caii, meelia, joy, carmen, ahma, stef, lijia, germ, leesan, birong, lisa, heather, chelly, glori, meowti, sam, andrea, mingyan, ploy, weijia, fongchi, pengyi, mayeesha, JULI, LUYUN
i hope i din miss anyone out!
love!

we finally managed to buy a SEH liu2lang4han4 bag for js today! :D:D tho it might have been a highly insincere act of dragging him along to choose his bday present cuz we really had no clue what to get for him! juli says she'll miss his tortoise shell tho cuz got his essence HAHA! can't believed we travelled ard at least half of singapore just to get his bag -- and we're gonna fabric paint his name on the bag! x) how cool is that man! can only say tt we are the most sincere ppl in this world man! -smirks-

the longlong journey..
from united square to beauty world macs
for peer tutoring,
from beauty world to orchard
to meet juli + js
from orchard to novena square
in search of js bag
from novena square to bugis
in search of js bag STILL! O.o
from bugis to sixth avenue
for class party! :D:D
then from sixth avenue back to novena
my homeland!
WOW.
i wonder how much $$ i spent on mrt fare today! :X

4sy made me happy today :)
thankyou meowti for the wonderful day!

ME the couch potato! (x

2006-04-14T10:27:00.000-07:00

HAHA. fatcr's post inspired me to blog! x) i dunno why too! haha maybe its just an animal instinct's of territorialism :D so i shall blog and blog alot so that i can push his entry out of this page MWAHAHHA. -smirks-

HAHA i dunno why i'm feeling so HIGH now. maybe its cuz i slept for abt 18 hours in total today and spent the rest of the day watching random shows like dachangjin which is quite NICE surprisingly! :D haha dranice and changjin look like exact replicates of each other! will call her dachangjin from today onwards -smirks somemore- HEEHEE. extreme makeover the wedding edition -- super touched by how true love can transcend all obstacles :) i admire carrie for having the courage to love someone who might leave her any moment. someone who depends on a pacemaker in order to keep his heart beating, yet living each day to his fullest and is always so optimistic and full of hope. i guess we shld all learn to be like them :):)

haha dunno why i keep using the words -smirks- and -despises- HAHA its unexplainable just had the sudden urge to do so! xD haha so my sincere apologies to those victims who talked to me on msn today!

haha gonna change my blog song to bu1gong1ping -- fatcr's request! O.o i dunno why i agreed lor i must be mad! or maybe its just my guilty conscience cuz i dao-ed him online again today! sorry! thanks to SOMEONE lor. who refused to get out of the black hole that he's being sucked into. STOP DROWNING IN A POOL OF DEPRESSION! stop blaming urself cuz u're not the one at fault! if there's anyone you need to be on your side, it shld be you yourself! stop saying that u dont want ppl to feel sad for you or to care, cuz u've true friends who will never abandon you if its the end of the world. STOP IT STOP IT! if you cant even reconcile with urself, who can! cheer up alright and learn to move on! may you find the aim in ur life soon =]

chuciziwai by derrick is super NICE right? -peels my ears to listen for an OVERWHELMING response HAHA- i know guanyin will agree with me at least! and i still can't get access to her blog! WHYWHYWHY! is my spelling really tt bad? O.o

i've got a big FAT (like cr) ugly bruise on my arm! ): caused by a spectular fall from the bouldering wall with an acceleration of 4m x 9.81 ms^-1! haha and the biggest miracle of it all was that i manage to land myself on the hard cement floor which is the only 1% of the ground which is not covered by the mattress! -.- my aiming's just fantastic yea? -smirks- haha i'm doing it again! climbing at climbasia was fun! was a diff experience from normal toprope climbing! and the ppl at climbasia were nice! ade found her oldold RV council senior! x) haha and we made new friends yaye! really marvel at the way how ppl can still keep in touch with each other and find time to meet up regularly even after 6 years!

maybe we're all JES too busy with our present lives to bother about old friends anymore ): i miss my sc friends! <3!>meowti's house tmr yayes! (x looking forward to pigging out on bbq-ed food and catch up on the good old times!

till then. i'll let my blog be dominated by fatcr hahaha! x)

i'm addicted!!

2006-04-14T03:14:00.000-07:00

wah! i'm addicted to DOU YU le.. thought that ade was super siao to stay till 3am to finish dou yu! haha. cant believe i watched 6 discs in a row!.. it's like PRINGLES! once you pop, you cant stop! haha. i like hong dou and yu yan (so chio)!!!

...

hmm.. though i haven finish watching, but i relli admire their fighting spirit..

feel that we are just living for the sake of living, studying for the sake of studying.. just like what hw said, a goldfish swimming aimlessly in circles confined in a fish tank..

...

我只不过想再一次呼吸

学习面对那份快乐与痛楚

探索怎么去欢笑一点

多去哭泣一点

多活出自己一点

我只想活今天

遗忘昨天的悲伤

或许如果我多期盼一点

多尝试一点

我就能够真正再次呼吸

...

do I really know what I want?

...

-cr fat- 就算有也没有了...

what an eventful day! :D:D

2006-04-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

okays shall start with the UFO(unidentified foreign object) sighted at the oac bench this morn! (: being the ever knowledgeable 31st survival chief, my intincts told me never to touch a UFO but just in case it had been a bomb, i had to make the great sacrifice of unraveling the mystery item O.o haha upon careful exmination, i thought it looked pretty much like a squarish lump of cookies&cream icecream. haha but apparently THE OREO CHEESECAKE (haha yes an oreo cheesecake!) was quite nice la, tho i nv tried it cuz of my extreme hatred for cheese! -yucks- but i must say tt its really sweet of it to do such a thing. if someone did that for me, i'd have married the person right away! mwahaha, and i'm just kidding of course! :D

after bio lect, rach and i chionged down to ccab to support the polo match: finals again RJC! (thanks to our 3 hours long break that only highly previleged ppl like us are entitled to HAHA!) haha am actually amazed that, for that short span on 1+ hour, i actually felt super duper proud to be a hwachong-ian! :D to cheer my heart out for our polo team! (not like they can actually hear us since they were wearing some earmuff looking thing -.-) cliche as it might sound, i could really feel the HC school spirit at that moment. i could feel the burning passion our polo team had to win! OMG OMG OMG! it was the most exciting match i've ever watched man! x) the speed and accuracy of all their passes! -jawdrops- i bet they put suckers on their hands like the lizards. or magnetised their hands to attract the ball lor! if not how on earth do they catch a ball whizzing through the air at 90km/h with a single hand. and the best thing of all. swim while holding it in the air! MY GOODNESS. they must be shen2s! x)

haha anyway the match was damn cool and exciting! at first we had a strong 2 point lead but then rj caught up eventually. in the second quarter i think. then from then on, we were only leading 1 point. so i guess rj got really desperate cuz they kept commiting fouls like attempted murder by dunking our cool polo guys' heads into water! OUCH! :X then in the last quarter we were leading 5-4. and guess what. RJ scored! ): but lucky it was counted i've no idea why?!?! and so we won la! hc goal keeper damn zai3! he has extendable arms like that incredibles girl. forgot what's her name! -.- can just extend his arm then deflect off all incoming balls la! DAMN COOL! my new idol! :D haha ade's too! hurrays!

droppped by coro for a filling lunch before going back for bio tut! we're so slack! (: gonna get back pw tmr bet i'm gonna fail haha. O.o played frisbee (oac girls against guys -- no prizes to guess who won! HAHA) for a while then took the bus down to turf city to support yayan! and she came in second among the HC cross country-ers! DAMN PRO! 3 cheers for yayan! :D:D

am feeling fat now! cuz ade, juli and i finished eating a whole tub of aloe vera, a carton of mango and nata de coco, shared a bacardi breezer (damn shiok!) EDITED by JULI cuz of INAPPROPRIATE CONTENT

better chiong complex tut2 now cuz i've got a HOT DATE with mr yeow tmr at 8am! O.o if not i'll be deadmeat! adios~

TULANG TULANG TULANG! -haha-

2006-04-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

tulang

bachelor's reality show

these few words basically summarises what happened these 2 days :)

too lazy too tired to blog about the nitty-witty happenings of each day.. i just hope that all those happy memories will be safely locked up somewhere in my brain -- not where the bio/chem/math knowledge (if they even exist in the first place) cuz they'll just distintegrate in no time :X so that at least when i'm feeling down i can take them out, piece by piece to savour, relish, and live the good old days again x)

THANKYOU juli for blogging on my blog! :D:D made me laugh non-stop like some maniac to the comp screen for a full 15 mins! GODD. might have some abs now yaye :)

i finally got rid of the disturbing blog bkgrd music and replaced it with a luxury good :):) derrick's chu3ci3zi1wai4! mweeheehee!

gonna support polo match with rach tmr yippee! :D:D the only plus point of dropping physics i guess! i get both the econs and physics ppl's breaks which amounts to a lot and a lot of breaks everyday! :D haha but strangely, i dont end earlier! not even a single day! O.o this is how screwed up the timetable committee can get! -grr-

its time to chiong tutorials so

ciao! x)

escapism--

i need to reconcile with myself

sometimes

i just can't tell whether

you are being serious

or just plain niao-ing me ):

you've no idea

how hard i try --

not to let myself be affected

how hard i try --

to tell myself its just a joke

why do i let myself

be hurt

over and over again

im a guest!

2006-04-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

hello huiwen's blog!

im a guestblogger!! i feel like i'm betraying my blog :( but nvm! my blog understands me the best!

i hate blogger.. my defaults are in chinese.. which i happen to be so pro at :)

nyeh. now i dunno what to blog..

ok guess who i am!

1) i am cool
2) i am so cool
3) i am not a bimbo ^^
4) i LOVE pink!
5) i am in S7

yayes -.-"

ok that was my alter ego.. except for the pink part. yucks

yarh today had atlantis recce at little india. damn lame. but the eating part was fun! crapped with huiwen arnd united square and talked talked talked abt life :) yepp. it's v nice to analyse stuff.

huiwen was demonstrating her pro english when she called a 'cook' a 'cooker' -.- she's so not from sc..

yeah ok.. i shall imitate blogging styles.. just for laughs. haha. see if you recognize your own (may not be v accurate, dont kill me)

1) hello my dear blog, it's time to impart great juicy secrets to you! today was super fun!XD i hope it rains tomorrow then we can go eat katong laksa like fat PIGSS XD juli is so pro. i love her. i think ade's stomach is damn hot. i think im les..-GRIN-

2) whooooooo.. was super accident prone today. haha. fell down in the central plaza like wth. damn malu esp with the whole world looking on while i tried to act seh. not that it was successful larh.

3) ade is cool! im so chio! haha. i love dou yu man!

4) everyone tells me not to let myself be bullied by juli. juli kept pushing me. i had a nightmare of juli pushing me. i woke up. im so sad..

5) after today's adventurous sea expedition, i pondered about my future. the big question: should i or should i not be a fisherman? i think the simplicity of life out in the sea, being tossed around the waves with the sea breeze blowing in your hair is desirable, but is that really what i want? perhaps i should stick to my plans for a degree in horticulture. after all, i feel a true connection with tolling the soil and all its simplicity.

ok ok that's all. haha i predict that im gg to get a shelling from the ppl i tried to imitate. dont kill me!! GUESS WHO THEY ARE!

~the one and only.. HOOPS

DERRICK!

2006-04-09T03:05:00.000-07:00

haha. huiwen.. i finally blog again.

yday the mp attachment was one of the more interesting one cos we got to see the SUPERSTARs.. haha.. got sugiato, leon, chanel and haha.. huiwen's CUTE DERRICK!! haha. but his manager dun let us take photo w him.. she's so fierce la.. but derrick is v v thin now.. hmm.. so after NS cr fat will also become cr thin (hopefully).. haha

ice age 2. waH! I MUST CLARIFY! i nv gu4 yi4 pangseh alison and kenneth!.. i think i cannot b policeman le.. i tried so hard to sneak and hide and look out for alison.. cos apparently xuyan told me alison was v angry..but in the end alison tou1 pai1 me from behind without me knowing!!! think i'm too BIG le.. =(

anw.. ice age 2 is not nice at all! wasted 9.50.. the only funny part is the "dunno what" trying to eat the nut.. haha. ohh.. the baby mammoth is v v v cute.. haha.

yaye! the FRISBEE craze is BACK again! haha.. thanks to potholes and their frisbees which we just koped from some apollo class and made it 74's property!

haha.. huiwen.. ur panasonic vs6! are you jealous?

-cr fat-

ice-age2

2006-04-08T19:06:00.000-07:00

we went climbing on fri
its been a long time since we last climbed
the walls felt a tad foreign
but INSPIRATION was FUNN! x)
a series of carefully coordinated
SWING SWING JUMP
up to the next handhold
is the only means
of conquering the wall! (:(:

haha juli was so zai3
she did 4 consecutive walls w/o resting
she's MAD
i tell u she is!
but i love being her climbing partner
its just SO exciting! :D:D
us trying to act pro;
-belayer shouts- handhold 2 o'clock! yups nice one! way to go!

it was dawei's birthday too!
tho i didn't wish him happy birthday -guilty-
shall make it up here! x)

HAPPY BDAY DAWEI! HAPPY BDAY DAWEI! HAPPY BDAY DAWEI! HAPPY BDAY DAWEI! HAPPY BDAY DAWEI! HAPPY BDAY DAWEI!

red for ares hahaha!

went to sch with rach on sat to watch the softball matches
hc won both girls' and guys'
8-5 and 6-0 respectively!
i was really amused by the way they chant
BETTER BATTER SWING UR BAT BETTER ( x infinity)
plus other forms of permutations and combinations
so as to distract the batter from opponents' team!
haha damn cool la!

went running with rach before that
to sixth avenue
where we pigged out on
double choc muffin + earl grey
@ coffee bean
YUMM! xD
and stank up the whole place
but WHO CARES! -cackles-

went for a haircut with meiyi after that
managed to con fat chaorong into cutting his too
@ j-salon
tho there's not much diff lo! -.-
except that the sides are shorter now
but he thinks its worth is cuz he flirted with an aunty! -despises- HAHA!

meiyi and i went to hair profile to cut ours!
they raised the price by 2 bucks
so now its 30 bucks for a haircut
yaye both of us like our new hair now! x)
tho cr and rach says there's no diff
but i can just feel the CHANGE!
wahaha!

being the lazy sloths we are
rach meiyi cr and i took a bus down to PS
to catch ice age 2
ended up walking from PS to CATHAY and then back to PS!
wahhh super dumb lor! O.o
cuz the show at PS was at 5
and we thought cathay would have an earlier one
so we walked there hopefully
only to find that the earliest show was at 5.25!
so we walked back to PS
and somewhere along the way
got caught on camera by kenneth alison xuyan and yixue
red-handed
HAHAHA cuz chaorong pangsehed them to watch movie with us! x)
ice age 2 was hilarious!
I LOVE THE THING (i dunno what is it)
which kept chasing after his acorn!
super cute! <3!
there wasn't much of a plot
but like my bro said
its just a brainless show for laughs
and since laughing's good for health
i guess its worth it! :D
the sloth's dance was damn funny!
WAHAHA.
what a nice day (:

my mum flewed off to china today
she loves the nice scenery there haha :D
its gonna be a 10 day trip
and tho i always complain that my mum's evil
i know i'll miss her when she's gone
hope she'll have a safe and enjoyable holiday!

tell me how to make things right

random ^^

2006-04-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

haha just had to boost my confidence! x)

You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

WHY AM I NOT A RABBIT!
but how accurate can this test be if u only type ur birthdate! HMMS O.o -highly suspicious-

You Were a Koala

You value living life at a slow, peaceful, meditative pace.
You give insightful advice, helping others to overcome obstacles.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

journey

2006-04-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

even i

can't understand myself

sometimes

how i can be feeling like

i'm on top of the world one day

and so down

just the next

its abnormal

I'M ABNORMAL! :X

unless my mood versus time graph

is really

a sin 24x curve

with a period of one hour

and amplitude of infinity.

i managed to get 22 for GP compo

wont harbor any hope

that i'll pass compre -.-

i'm amazed by my stupidity

and it took me

almost a year and a half

to reconcile with myself

and now

i can finally accept

the fact

that i'm indeed

nothing more

than a FOOL

i wanna do pole vault! :D

if only someone is willing to teach me how to!

i think flying thru the air

4m above the ground is super thrilling!

that's if u dont end up falling backwards la O.o

it's a long long journey

till i know where i'm supposed to be

it's a long long journey

and i don't know if i can believe

when shadows fall and block my eyes

i am lost and know that i must hide

it's a long long journey

till i find my way home to you

many days i've spent

drifting on through empty shores

wondering what's my purpose

wondering how to make me strong

i know i will falter i know i will cry

i know you'll be standing by my side

it's a long long journey

and i need to be close to you

sometimes it feels no one understands

i don't even know whyi do the things i do

when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul

will you break down these walls and pull me through

cause it's a long long journey

till i feel that i am worth the price

you paid for me on calvary

beneath those stormy skies

when satan mocks and friends turn to foes

it feel like everything is out to make me lose control

cause it's a long long journey

till i find my way home to you

sea expedition (:

2006-04-05T05:48:00.000-07:00

haha today was a great day! had lots of fun! :D:D
not at council elections tho of course -.-
ade, juli, jingsheng and i -- the Climbing Club Cappers
p***ed -censored- sch today to go kayaking!
cabbed down to pc from city hall
only to find out tt paddle culture's not open yet!
-sadded momentarily-
and when it was open finally
the guy din bliff we dont have school!
came up with some lame reason like our sch is afternoon session
so we need to get back by 2!
which is quite true la!
white lie
just a white lie on our part.
chionged down to the beach
seal launched
and paddled out to the open sea :D

haha that's when the real fun began!
sneaked capsizes on each other!
for a grand total of 18 times! OMG!
in order to celebrate jingsheng's 18th birthday
so no prizes for guessing who got capped the most!
haha but it was all in great fun!
in the end
displacement was less than 500m

but distance covered was a few k i think :D

WAHAHA

all cuz of the stupid CYCLONES

that either zigzagged

or moved like drunken snails

(slow and exhibiting circular motion)

aint my physics great? -grin-

am now nice and tan

am gonna apply lots of aloe vera every few seconds

in hope that i wont peel

as easily as

goodnews cafe's yummy baked potatoes x)

went for games comm recree in the afternoon

mt faber has stunted growth

that's all i can say

it was fun talking and crapping with gordon

who cut his toes while dashing back home to find binoculars for us :X

after waiting for what seemed like an eternity at the bus stop

i finally reached home at 8

and my mum wasn't pissed!

what a miracle! :D

amazing fact of today:

ares newly elected councillor RYAN TAN is gay!

OMG! he likes cheeyang supposedly (eew)

but at least he has good taste i must say!

HAHA. xD

jailbird

2006-04-04T08:34:00.000-07:00

how i wish
that i could just disappear from the surface of this earth
sometimes
i really wished i could
and i know that
even if i did
i wont be missed

really sick and tired of my mum's rantings
i wanna escape
i need to run away
to somewhere safe
where no one can find me
ever.

on a brighter note (:
fishtank uncle gave us free food today!
apple lattice + tarts + piping HOT potatoes :D:D
+ 1 longg hard baguette (-.-)
to feed us hungry souls
in return for us helping him transport trash
i like staying in sch late
at least it beats
sleeping away my life away at home
not that i HAVE one in the first place

i guess
i dont deserve at all
not one bit
to take 4 subs
not that i could in the first place
so i've decided to drop physics
i only hope that
i wont miss mr chow too bad
he's been a great caring teacher
a big THANKYOU to you!
sorry i've let u down

i guess
i just have to learn the hard way
to accept life as it really is
to stop harbouring false hopes
its time to face up to the reality

and all these
can be summarised in 2 words
I SUCK.

fool of the year O.o

2006-04-03T02:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO MY DEAR BLOGG!! x) i'm back to feed you with more JUICY SUCCULENT NEWS! -bigHUGGS- i've not forgotten u.. (not yet at least!)

i've come to realised that the background music is quite disturbing :X esp if you listen to it many many times! but i dunno how to change the song leh! so TOO BAD! hahaha. QUEKJINGSHENG insulted my blog today! haha he said tt he thought he went to some porn website when he saw the picture in my blog! -GRR- haha insulted! its just a self-deemed SCARY pic which i thought wld be enough to scare away INTRUDERS! x) haha which apparently isn't working so nvm! -.-"

anyway he's forgiven since he was the birthday boy yesterday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGSHENG! x)

hurhur. let's see what i can rem. -rewinds 2 days-

1st april: APRIL's FOOL!
haha how wrong was i to believe that nth can happen on a safe sunday away from all the EVIL schmates! O.o RACH conned both weijin and i lor! stupid chaorong din fall for the trick! hahaha anyway it all started when i received a msg fro rach which goes: call me. very urgent.
so being the EVERCONCERNED FRIEND i was, i immediately abandoned the carbonyl cmpds tut qn4 which i've been glaring at for the past hr (much to my relief), and called her back.

HUIWEN: WHAT HAPPENED! are u alright?
RACH: -suppresses evil laughter- did u scroll down?
HUIWEN: huh what scroll down? i deleted the msg alr!
RACH: *cackles* haha i'll send u again!
HUIWEN: okayys?! -bewildered-

-1 text msg received-

*scrolls down with great effort due my phone's lousy laggy joystick button- :X

-blank-
-blank-
-blank-
-blank-
sender: sadam hussein.
-blank-
-blank-
-blank-
-blank-
haha if you didn't scroll down to read the full msg, u are the FOOL OF THE YEAR! happy april's fool! hehe! :P

WHAT THE WHAT THE! >.<

haha maybe i imagined some of the evil laughter and cackling part but that was basically the gist of what happened! AHHHHH I GOT CONNED! >.<>weijin said he wont ever reply rach's call anymore even if she get kidnapped one day! HAHA EVIL! but tt'll nv happen cuz rach's too unpopular! HAHAHA. x) damn funny la. not i say one hor! i dont wanna spark off another round of riots! O.o

haha but i managed to con 5 other ppl too! x) WAHAHA super funny la! :D my 5 victims are: juli, gordon, bernice, jianda, kailin! spent the whole answering phone calls and telling ppl to scroll down and making them GEKSAI. haha damn funn! :D

i was quite SUEY tt afternoon too ): attempted to take bus home from angmokio but ended up on 86 instead of the 166 i was supposed to be on! all thanks to some long bus that had to block the bus plate lor! :/ i only saw tt the bus no. ended with a 6 and was double decker so i just chionged on lor! haha and being the sloth-ish me, i fell asleep once i got on the bus. and IMAGINE how shocked i was to wake up and find myself in sengkang or punggol i can't rem where! hopped off the bus immediately and walked tot he nearest mrt only to find myself at RUMBIN station!? like what the hell is that place man! hahhaa first time i took LRT! quite exciting! :D managed to get home eventually since i'm like DAMN PRO at orienteering right? shawnees we are so ZAI! (x

haha and guess what. i got locked out of my house cuz i forgot to bring the keys and no one was home! RAWRS! haha hence. i was stranded downstairs at the void deck w/ a on-verge-of-bursting BLADDER! lucky my sphincter muscle was still gg strong! xD haha is it called sphincter? AIYA whatever! i'm gonna fail bio but i love the KIDNEY! (:(:

oh which reminds me! i saw shuaige yesterday!! (x while we were marshalling for singapore adventure race, this event organised by the national sports council! haha he's 4yrs our HC senior, currently in NTU odac, and shares my love for MRS FOO and erm, EXTREME LIKING for ahguat! haha and guess what! he asked for my no! hahahaha but dont be too excited! cuz he wanted our contact so we can be kayakers for this NTU organised event tt's coming up -- ATC (adventure trail challenge)! heehee:) looking forward to it! i love kayaking! <3!

mm so basically after the cip yesterday all of us went down to citylink to loiter abt trying to decide on smthg to do but cldnt! rahhs >.<>weijie's house. bot somehow or the other; gordon, yanling and i ended up at toa payoh pigging! (x HAHAHA damn funny la! cuz we'all just walked to the foodcourt and sat down. took out $ and dumped it in a pile on the table. then we're like: OKAYS. this shall be our food fund! let's spend all this $ on FOOD! -lickdrools- first dish: ate 2 desserts; ice kachang + chinchow ice. which was really just CHINCHOW and ice. and sugar i think. -.- 2nd dish: belgian brownie from famous amos! hahaha sounds GOOD right! but its really quite normal lor. i think mrs field's or that taka brawnie shop rocks more! xD but what was exciting was the fact we used chopsticks to eat the brownie! HAHAHA. damn hilarious la! ended up wasting at least 1/10 of the brownie cuz the crumbs just flew everywhere! due our expertise in using chopsticks! wahaha. could just feel the cleaner's glare burning a hole in my shirt lor! but we escaped unscath! (x next was the KAYA BLUEBERRY BUTTER WAFFLE! which was sososo GOOOOOOOOOOD! oh except for gordon's butter waffle that melted into oil and dripped everywhere! -yucks- haha! *despises*thanks for making me so HIGH! toa payoh's our di4pan2 yanling! :D:D

then after we chionged home to watch campus superstar! CHEEYANG GERALDINE rocks!

well i mean the mouth is YOURS
YOU can say whatever you want to
but
i think YOU owe her an apology
not me
and maybe
just maybe
spare a tad more thought for others
and the world'll be a better place =]

chaorong is dumb cuz he malu-ed himself in front of all the HC and ACJC chiobus by shouting "mei2chi1fan4ah" to this particularly charming ACJC polo guy when everyone was silent! (x haha i din go watch the polo match so sad ): din see the exciting show! but GD JOB HC POLO! 7-3. just one more game and we'll be the champs yaye! :D

wow what a LONGG entry. congrats if u read all the way till here and am not cross-eyed yet! give urself a pat on the back! :D

chaorong rocks!

2006-04-01T19:30:00.000-08:00

yaye! chaorong rocks! haha.
it's ME! finally got a blog (not mine actually)! thank you huiwen!!! =D

i think singaporeans are v kiasu la.. just came back from the mp attachment.. haha. we had nth to do so we just stone there and help give out balloons.. then all the aunties came to take balloons.. some ended up w like 10 balloons..haha. but the kids are SOOOO CUTE!! i feel like i'm SHENG DAN LAO REN (same size too).. oops. shldnt niao myself..

wah! .. yday at rda got 1 kid said i looked like 28yrs old! =( that's like 10 years difference!!!!! *so sad* hmm.. kids nowadays have poor judgement .. haha but he said qingliang looked like 30! .. so i'm relatively younger! YAYE! =P

*countdown* 7 more hours to campus superstar..
VOTE FOR TERESA!! ZENG YONG LIN!!!!!!
campus superstar! CONFIRM JIU4 SHI4 TA!!

-cr fat- (evil hw says must sign off liddat)

I WANT TO RANT! :X

2006-03-31T20:14:00.000-08:00

hahaha *RANTTTT!* okays done. i'm done with my ranting. MY MUM'S SO EVIL! grr.

haha can't bliff that i'm actually updating my blog QUITE regularly! aiya dont be deluded. its just cuz given a choice between doing homework and blogging, i'll def choose the latter! :D oh which reminds of the HEALTHY competition between rach and me! haha whoever does more tuts in one wk will get free icecream treat from the other. GODDDDDD. i'm gonna be so BROKE! -.- which makes me wonder: WHY DID I AGREE TO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE! (my poor fried brain)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHAOQUN!

thankyouuu for the island creamery treat yest! (x felt quite evil cuz he's the birthday boy YET he treated us to 2 tubs of icecream! AHHHHH -overwhelms with guilt-then after eating i ran off cuz i was late for GM! to think that i just shared half a tub of appie pie ice-cream with juli the day before during shawnee's PM. -horrors- imagine all icecream that rolling about in my stomach now! i must have gained 10 kg! >.<

I DONT WANNA BECOME FAT LIKE CHAORONG! mwahahha. whoops. no harm intended. x)

had a super long GM yesterday! thought oac would be v slack now after YL but we're just as PACKED for april and may! with ATLANTIS coming up whoohoo! EXCITING! and i'm in GAMES COMM! yayeee! (: so can go for big splash recrees and come up with exciting new routes! wahaha! i'm excited! :D:D after tt weijie ziyang weiqi chuanwei meixuan juli jingsheng huiling and i went for dinner @bukit timah food centre! din get to eat zi char ( I NV EAT BEFORE!!) but the pasta was GOOOOOOOOD! haha the pasta uncle damn cute la!

PASTA UNCLE: do u like ur pasta saucy?
ME: erm yes?
PASTA UNCLE: CREAMY or TOMATO SAUCE?
ME: TOMATO SAUCE! i hate cream! (haha)
PASTA UNCLE: chicken, seafood, bacon, or mushroom?
ME: errrrrr. *pauses for super long cuz i cldn't decide*
PASTA UNCLE: haha give u bacon and mushroom la! :)

HAHA. x) in the end i din even know the name of the dish i ate! O.o and best thing was he finished cooking it in 1 minute! -STUNS!- and he cracked some lame joke that goes: my customers call me "S....", not shit but SUPERFAST! -_________-" hurhur how LAME! haha anyway had a nice long bus trip home with ziyang, talked abt EXCITING stuff which i'll not reveal HAAAAAAs. so go away u nosey kaypohs! mwahaha.xD waited at the bus stop for super longg and din have any seats cuz the indians hogged it! i'm not being racist k! just stating a fact! and they din get off till little india where i got off too! my poooooorrrr leggs! :'(

i think i've got TERRIBLE moodswings.
which i conclude:
is a sin 24x curve
with a period of one hour
and amplitude of infinity

(thanks sab!)

sinking like a stone ):

2006-03-30T07:17:00.000-08:00

my little body is weary of this great world

how i miss the joyful carefree days back in sc. even lit lessons by elaine lim where she'll eat into our recesses just cuz we spent 10 minutes greeting her before she was pleased with our: "gd MORNing mrs. lim!" mwahaha. all these that'll nv fail to bring a smile to my face. the meepok uncle who adds lots of vinegar, the forever fragrant toilets where we'd lag around and gossip in (: hmm nice! if only i could go back to the past..

but i know that we can never..

so ppl say tt we should look towards the future, dont ever live lifes with regrets..

but why don't i see the light at the end of the tunnel? [quoted weijie: haha]

i screwed up my blocks
but i know there's really no one to blame but myself
no excuses
NO EXCUSES!
for the 15 i got for chem
the 40 i got for physics
and i must be the only insane freak who's contented and actually happy abt the 59 i got for math.
blame the camp.
but i know its just cuz i didnt try hard enough.

is it really my fault?
my nonchalence that is putting people off
ive tried sometimes
but i seem to be kept out of things
maybe cause i didnt ask
maybe cause they didnt tell
i dont feel like i belong
maybe thats why i stopped trying
i always do
cause i hate to lose
and i guess
thats the reason why i keep losing

does anyone really care?

GRAND OPENING!! ~hopefully not the grand finale YET. x)

2006-03-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

HEEHEE. :))
guess what!
huiwen's blogging!!
*sky crashes*
haha. went ice-skating at JEC today!
totally weird combo of: meiyi, rach, me + xunyu, xingyan, shiqi, jingyi, karin! :D
haha oh wells, but it was GREAT FUN!!
rach finally learnt how to skate! erm minus the word finally cuz this is her first time! (:
and i can't say its cuz of me cuz i made her land on her butt many many times! >.<
SORRY RACHHHHHHHH!

haha feeling a great sense of accomplishment cuz i managed to master (erm. partially) how to do a t-brake!! WHEEEEEEE.xD tho half the time i'll end up turning rounds then landing on my butt in the most UNGLAM way possible. but oh wells. for the remaining times i succeeded, i was the COOLEST person ok! (bliff me pls! *grin*)

haha 3 cheers to xunyu for attempting to do the ARES FAC dance on ice! DAMN COOL la! he's like super pro cuz he invents new stunts and actually looks quite (NOTE: QUITE) seh doing it!
haha anyways, i've got lines of blueblacks/bruises/contusion across my lower calves now thx to the HIGHLY comfy skating shoes la! OWWWWWW! >.<

after 4 hrs of torturous but accomplishing footbinding session, we finally escaped to kfc where we rested aching limbs and pigged on SUPERSTAR meals! xD GUESS WHAT! i had a total of 3 mashed potatos! 1 came w/ the original meal. 1 was cuz i din like coleslaw. and the last was cuz of some scratch-and-win thing where everyone got free mashed potatoes. like WOW!

hmm just reached home and caught campus superstar on tv! i <3 geraldine! i hope hc sends down the whole sch to support this sun! ((: so funn! sch outing! HEHs.

things seem to be passing by so quickly tt i can't even seem to rem what happened this morn. OH YEA. bio spa skill a. hmms, i actually used up all the 3 sheets of writing paper so tt was quite miraculous alr! but i've lousy time management la. spend half hr on intro.. ended up having 15 mins only to CHIONG procedure and the rest. but i think i'll pass :) so hurrays!

shall end with this nice meaningful entry koped from someone's blog.

a long long long time ago, there was a green m&m that was living happily among its fellow frenz, all green m&ms. althou there was different green m&ms in the packet, such as spastic m&m, cold m&m, long m&m, pretty m&m, shortie m&m, mugger m&m and so on, this little green m&m was very very happie to live with them. it skipped around everyday and cheerily cheeps, laughing heartily at jokes.but one day, this lame m&m was walking along the packet sides when it fell into a paint jar. unfortunately, it contained some red paint left after the owner painted his walls. the m&m instantly turned red. this was a sad, sad day because it was now different from its green m&m frenz. it tried hard to climb out of the paint jr, failing desperately in its several tries.finally, it managed to climb out. but wad it saw was the arrival of new green m&ms to take its place. there was the sporty green m&m, funky m&m, sociable m&m and others. when our little red m&m tried to head back to where it previously lived, there was an invisible barrier between them. the red m&m saw its friends chatting and dancing happily with the new green m&ms. it tried to hang on, to tag along. it went to all the green m&m parties and high tea sessions, but it was no use.at last, the red m&m saw wad to do. it headed towards the red m&m city, and made frenz with the red m&ms.letting go is hard, but a fresh new start requires courage. holding on desperately wun work. relax, and embrace wad has already been decided. time to let go.